Avoidance

*Sigh*

Every time I have something of importance to do in my life I avoid it until it is impossible to avoid.

Right now there are no less then four things that need my immediate attention, only two of which I will mention here, my Maid of Honor speech for my best friends wedding next month, and a Biology paper that was due a few days ago.

I KNOW that both of these things should have been addressed some time ago but rather than get them done and over with I've procrastinated so long that now it's an aching in my stomach to get them done.

With regards to the MOH speech... what does one write for a speech for your best friend on the day of her wedding. I SUCK AT PUBLIC SPEAKING!!!!! I did it in high school and I've done it for my seminar courses at University but I HAD to do it then. Besides speaking academically about something is a hell of a lot easier than getting up in a room half full of people you know and half full of people you don't. I thought maybe I should watch some wedding movies to get some ideas but the only one I could think of right now is 27 Dresses, hahahahaha.... somehow I don't think that would really be appropriate.

Ah well, at least I've got the toast figured out... "Here's to the Bride and Groom" raise my glass and hope there's still some champagne left, lol.

As for the Biology paper, well... let's not go there.